Thursday, February 23, 2006
It's a first for me I must say.A close friend of mine said this to me not too long ago. Hold on to your knickers kiddies! "I am sick of your harressment! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN!". It hit me like a truck full of cheese and milk.
It's not one of those usual replies you'll expect when you say "Gd nitex! :D" on msn.
For the sake of protecting her identity and adding a bit of suspense to this all, I've decided to call her Ex-Friend!
She was someone I've courted, twice. Consecutively even after being rejected on the previous account! How's that for pathetic! ^^
Anyway on my second and last attempt, I smsed her everyday, from boring happenings of my day to some cringingly lame jokes. Needless to say after having rejected me, my smsed were rarely replied. Paranoid, insecurity and my bipolar mood swings during courtship set in after a week or so. My consequential fucked-up followed.
Then came silence. For how long I couldn't tell. Bottom line was, my feeling for her was really spent and I threw the whole "being with her" idea out of the window.
After making peace with myself, I wanted to break the stalemate of silence and thus foolishly attempted to include her again in my nightly ritual of "good nite" sending. Boy was I in for trouble.
She exploded like a dynamite in candy wrapper, catching me totally off guard and blowing me to bits. Apparently she felt extremely harressed by my courtship and wanted me out of her life, friend or no friend.
All I wanted to accompolish by saying "gd nite" was to not lose her in her capacity as a close friend. Too many a time great friends are lost to depths of silence and self-involvement. But I guess her feelings weren't mutual.
The point I'm most disappointed and perhaps most pissed about as well was that if she told me I'm causing her so much grief, I would have stopped all my pursing. She didn't even give me a chance to keep her as a friend. Perhaps I wasn't really that close of a friend to her afterall.
Whatever.
Anyway looking on the bright side, I won't have a potentially-disowning friend in my life. I'll toast to that. ^^
So here I am, one friend less, one more lesson learned. The next time you any of ladies(With any bad luck gentlemen too ;D) becomes aware of my affections for thee, please for the love of god, get a restraining order.
"Gd nitex :D"
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 11:40:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
2 entries on consecutive days!? OMG SOMEONE deserves an award and twenty million bucks. Okay maybe just the twenty million bucks :DRight, anyway I met up with Gimo at JEC today. Unfortunately I arrived too early and saw HER! *SPITS* So being courteous and all, I threw in a 'lil hypocrisy here and a 'lil small talk there. Luckily she was gone before I ran out of both.
Gimo was a sad bloke. Apparently he is undergoing what we term as quarter life crisis. I guess that happens to everyone, especially when that individual serving NS. >.<
We caught up on a 'lil shopping and bought the stuff to make Dom's present. After 3 hours, many "Chee Byes" and tons of joke about his printer's brand, which happens to be "Brother", the job was done.
I'll take a pic and let you see our masterpiece some other time. ^^
After which Caca came back from class and four of us headed back to JEC and caught "I'm not Stupid 2".
I not Stupid. I is england lousy.
Incidentally I feel like some distant mean-ass uncle when I saw Gimo and Caca walking hand in hand, with that bratish hyperactive brother of Gimo running ahead of us. Brrr. I must be getting old.
This is way~ more realistic than WWE.
Word of advice. Do go with someone you're comfortable to cry around with. It is stuffed with tear rousing scenes. Being a man and all it is certain that I DID NOT CRY! WUHAHAHA
Ego aside.
Part of the story portrayed secondary school life. Brings back tons of memories. Life was nearly the same as in the show. I was like one of the 2 male leads back then. Always rebutting my teachers with some insulting comments and acting rebellious without any reason or cause.
Dinner anyone?
I guess that's a normal phase in life.
Perhaps the was most memorable part and maybe the most distracting part was when the more violent male lead got expelled for fighting. Joanna comes to mind.
You sure you're not stupid?
The same shit happened back then. 'Cept the reason was that the police came to school regarding some dumbshit stuff she did and subsequently she got expelled.
I was quite worried and quite in love with her back then you see.
Anyway before I get lost in memory lane again, I want to share with you the conclusion I drew from the movie.
IT AIN'T ANYONE'S FAULT.
The system we live in is solely designed for the purpose of shaping our thinking, morals and whatsoever values to fulfill what the economy needs. It has no space for individualism. All it desires are mindless automatons performing what is best for the the economy.
As a result, people will perform the eventual actions and make the eventual decision causing both unnecesarry grief and suffering for other people.
Why are the people who created the system exempted from blame? In part it is because of its insufficient proximity to the problem and in part because of one's inability to comment. Catch my drift?
Taken on Liam's birthday! And no we're not waiters >.<
Sleep well and don't skip lessons!
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 11:51:00 PM
Last night was great? Did that cut it as a good starting line? Nah I don't think so too.
Anyway I went out Lizzie(Adds a personal touch, no?) for a movie at cineleisure yesterday. Everything went smooth as a whistle 'cept she was 1 hour late >.<
Not that it's her fault that the taxi driver screwed up.
Incidentally while wondering alone in, out and just about everywhere else around cine, I wasted a few minutes of my life standing amongst the crowd and watch the Chingay.
At least it wasn't a total screwup. I mean they got the "gay" part right. If it were alittle bit more interesting, I'd fall asleep. Standing. LOL!
Digressing ain't I? Back to the matter at hand.
After her "I'm so sorry for being late!" and my "Oh no its ok!", we went over to that sushi shop on the forth floor. Funny that I and a couple of my polymates frequent that place but never really caught it's name. Oh well.
The food was crap. Period. Moving on.
The movie kinda started before we went in, in part by our ultra-long-winded-nonsensical catching up, and in part by my lack of directions. I know a guy getting lost is abit un-manly, but I'm only human. And it was a big place.
EXCUSES!
Anyway the movie was simply hilarious! Other than the unecessary use of sex scenes and portrayal of our opposite gender as basically slutsbags who would shag anyone, it was funny! Everyone practically laughed out lungs out! I can swear there was blood everywhere.
*Insert weak laughter* Okay not really funny.
Afterwhich we went for prata at Bukit Timah. What can I say? The service was lousy, the food was horrendous and even the teh-o tasted funky! Go on, prove me wrong and waste your money. I'll even lead you there myself ^^
But like what I always say(*Rolls eyes* Here we go again), it's the company that matters. And it was her treat. LOL! So we sat there, complained about how bad everything was, and had a 'lil fun chit-chatting.
Being a miser and all, I made her walk back to her place which took about 45 minutes on foot. NOT! She kinda decided she wanted to walk. Being a gentleman and all, I walk her back. Okay you can puke now >.<
So we chatted some more along the way. Mainly me telling her how fucked-up my paternal side of my family is, but that's another story.
Nah it wasn't too much of a date thing. She is a good friend of mine whom has recently had some problems. I'm just there to provide a listening ear and well, to enjoy her company.
But why the hell am I explaining to you non-paying readers!? Sheez!
On a totally irrelevent note, I thought of a very good movie to make! Will any famous big time award winning director contact me? Lol!
Have a lovely night and a fulfilling sleep!
P.S I will get the photos of the BBQ as promised soon. :D
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 1:09:00 AM