Friday, October 28, 2005
I can dazzle you with my extensive know-how on using an online thesaurus, but I have decided to write a lucid entry instead.Recently I've been out on frequent outings with my poly mates and our in-game friends, Jo and Lala. It's been what? 2 years since I've been on such an outing consisting of both genders. It's kinda weird for me albeit it has been tons of fun.
My hair is still wet. Argh!
Anyways I just came back from another prata gathering with my buds. It made me realized 3 things.
1) Cohabiting results in suffering from all pains preceding marriage while enjoying none of it's benefits, Eg. Tax rebate, eligibility of HDB application.
2) Relative to my bud, I've achieved nothing worth mentioning up to date, with the thousands I've received and the free time available to me.
3) 3 teh-os is my limit prior to puking.
Irrelevant to all of the above, I think I've seriously neglected my friends with my obsession for my game. Maybe my conscience has grown bigger. Or maybe I'm just hungry.
Enough of thinking for 1 night. I bid you good night and pleasant nightmares! ^^
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 3:31:00 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Ever stop in your daily pursuit for achievements, be it great or little, to truly take in everything around you and immense yourself in appreciation?Instead of treasuring the here and now, people lose their initial goals in the planning and striving for a better tomorrow.
Sadly they all turned out to be slaves of an intangible future.
I, for one have resigned to the cans and can’ts of life, which I must say afforded me a little contentment. Yet I am still unable to treasure and cherish all around me.
For starters my mum works 13 hours a day from 7am to 8pm, having to stand the entire span of her working hours, not to mention having to withstand the stresses that come with the job. And after her tedious and tiresome day, she still buys dinner for me.
Yet deep down in my heart I couldn't feel a single ounce of gratitude. Why is that?
I guess boredom really breeds pensiveness. Lol.
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 10:37:00 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Colours of my personality have faded away. The remnants of myself have been assimilated by the '0's and '1's of the cyber world. My existence has been reduced to a few pixels of colour, few bytes of data and the autonomous 'Hi's, 'Byes' and 'Haha' in game.
Me and few of my buds
This is me. Or what is left of it.
I wake up. Log in to my game. Play. Eat. Play some more. Sleep. Rinse and repeat.
Nothing interesting worth mentioning happens to me anymore. Ever.
[This sad realization was made on 3.35am after 6 puke sessions and a sexually confusing trip to view Changi's transvestites.]
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 3:28:00 AM