Thursday, December 22, 2005

Size 2 box - $2.90
Packing material(newspaper) - $0.70
Stamps - $4.50
A smile on your face on Christmas - Priceless

There's somethings money can't buy.
For everything else, there's pilfering. =)

Have a merry Christmas folks!

P.S Sorry for the bunch of newspaper!


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Friday, December 16, 2005

YEAH! OMFG ITS GODDAMN OVER! *Composes myself* Erhem. Yes my term is over! Meaning to say its gonna be slack, slack and even more slacking times ahead! For 2 whole farking weeks!

Pour some fertilizer on me and I'll assure you you'll get mushrooms!

Oh before it gets thrown out of my mind, I've helped my mates cheat in the test today! It really made my day!

Perhaps I'm really helpful towards all friends, or maybe I'm just another rebel trying to beat the system. Whatever the case, I came out of my exam room a happier man!

On a different but freaky note, I've met the people everyone knows but never really met. Till today! Christians missionaries from afar!

No I didn't stab them with their cross or bludgeon them to death with their bible! On the contrary I treated them with respect they're due.

In fact I was full of admiration for them. Think about it. Leaving the comfort of home for a foreign land, taking in their strides the hardships that lie ahead. On what? FAITH!

You must really hand it to them. I guess it isn't the most prudent thing to do with one's life, but at least they're pursuing what they really want in life. How many of us can do that?

I really should stop rambling and enjoy my holidays! YEAH!

Take care and remember, do cheat and treat missionaries nicely!


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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

HURRAY! I guess my depression has past! For now at least. =p I've finally found some form or manner of closure. Pretty amazing how denial breeds sadness while acceptence kills it.

There are many things I should and am sorry about.

For starters, I'm sorry about my behaviour, which was in part affected by my mood, in part by my thinking and in part by her Still it's no excuse for being a party pooper if I were ever considered one. ^^

Then comes my absence from online and from my game. I was in retreat(Courtesy of Jo) you see. Nonetheless I know it is demoralising to not see a farmiliar face(or name in this case) online. My zeal and fanatism will return in due time I assure you.

Of so many things I'm sorry for, there's only one I'm not. Meeting and knowing a great friend such as you! You just can't have enough of good friends you know?

Even though I was but a passing interest, at least we were close. Eeeewww! Enough of the emotional bullshit already! >.<

Whatever happens, we'll be forever friends! ;D

And one more thing! CAN ANYONE SEND ME "HERE WITHOUT YOU" BY 3 DOORS DOWN!?

I'm here without you baby. =)


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Saturday, December 10, 2005

It's 4am. I just got out of a bath when I hear a creak around a corner. It lunged at me before I could see what hit me.

Depression consumed me whole. Within this episode of possession, it sat me down in front of the computer and made me type this:

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To Dear Coconut,

Hi it's me. I know not how to start off a letter in any other fashion. LOL! It's been quite sometime since we really had a good talk yah? You seem kinda distant of late.

Maybe you got caught up in your schoolwork, maybe you've met someone who swept you off your feet, or maybe you've died in your room for 2 days and maggots are consuming you as I speak. Haha!

Whatever the case is I just want to let you know. It's okay to be distant! NOT WRONG ONE HOR! Haha! Even if we've drifted apart over time, our friendship nonetheless remains the same.

Like Sam and me for example. Despite only meeting up once in a month, we remained buddies still over so many years!

Don't have to feel obliged to fill me in on your life after reading this.
I want to give you your space. Everyone knows how stingy you are with your privacy! Don't murder me please =p

Anyway just remember when you need someone to talk to but can't seem to find anyone else, I'm but a ring away.

I wish for everything in your life to go as you desire. ;D Take care my friend.
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As depression made me type down the last fullstop, I muster all the happiness in my body and blast it. Spiritually of course.

It tried its best to cling on but was ultimately defeated. Another good triumph over evil crap. As it flew out of the window and landed 9 storey below with a sickening thud, I can't help but grin at my own victory.

Morale of the story? Canadian 2 for 1 pizza are value for money! Good night folks!


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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I've just awoken from a restless sleep. For the first time in many months I woke up before my alarm rang and couldn't get back to sleep. It must have been that really disturbing dream. No I won't tell you what I've dreamt =P

All of this kinda reminds me of depressive past. Anything that takes away the joy of sleep really sucks!

Anyway on a relevant note, I've hypothesize that all pessimists are natural depressives. Their mind functions like this:

1) Towards a certain category/categories of situations, their minds have predicted and subconsciously assumed the worse.

2) If the worse really happens, it further reinforces their belief that their predictions are true.

3) Thus their pessimism spreads from that certain category/categories of situations to the rest of the untainted categories.

And voila! You have a depressive! Or that is what I think >.<

I'll end this entry with one of the best quotes I've came across. Have a non-depressing day!

Emotional guys should go bang their head! - Pam, Maple Story


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