Sunday, March 26, 2006
Cloaks and daggers. A suitable title to my confession.I've lied. To you, my family(Duh), friends(OMG!) and even myself(Yes its possible).
A recent lie I've told made me look back in my life and ponder how many lies, perhaps how many people I've lied to.
Too little sleep and too much free time on hand squeezes confessions out of people easily I guess.
From certain warped point of view, I lied because I care about how you feel and what you think of me. To glorified it even further, I rather bear all manner of guilt and sin resulting from lying to make life a little better for people.
But that's just the self-deluding me.
At the end of the day, I know no culture, nor religion, nor even society can my actions be ever justified.
If ever confronted, I ask not for your forgiveness, for I'd lie if faced with the same situation. Instead, I'd ask for your understanding.
Don't ask me if I've lied to you. Unless you wanna be lied to.
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 3:02:00 AM