Thursday, February 23, 2006

It's a first for me I must say.

A close friend of mine said this to me not too long ago. Hold on to your knickers kiddies! "I am sick of your harressment! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN!". It hit me like a truck full of cheese and milk.

It's not one of those usual replies you'll expect when you say "Gd nitex! :D" on msn.

For the sake of protecting her identity and adding a bit of suspense to this all, I've decided to call her Ex-Friend!

She was someone I've courted, twice. Consecutively even after being rejected on the previous account! How's that for pathetic! ^^

Anyway on my second and last attempt, I smsed her everyday, from boring happenings of my day to some cringingly lame jokes. Needless to say after having rejected me, my smsed were rarely replied. Paranoid, insecurity and my bipolar mood swings during courtship set in after a week or so. My consequential fucked-up followed.

Then came silence. For how long I couldn't tell. Bottom line was, my feeling for her was really spent and I threw the whole "being with her" idea out of the window.

After making peace with myself, I wanted to break the stalemate of silence and thus foolishly attempted to include her again in my nightly ritual of "good nite" sending. Boy was I in for trouble.

She exploded like a dynamite in candy wrapper, catching me totally off guard and blowing me to bits. Apparently she felt extremely harressed by my courtship and wanted me out of her life, friend or no friend.

All I wanted to accompolish by saying "gd nite" was to not lose her in her capacity as a close friend. Too many a time great friends are lost to depths of silence and self-involvement. But I guess her feelings weren't mutual.

The point I'm most disappointed and perhaps most pissed about as well was that if she told me I'm causing her so much grief, I would have stopped all my pursing. She didn't even give me a chance to keep her as a friend. Perhaps I wasn't really that close of a friend to her afterall.

Whatever.

Anyway looking on the bright side, I won't have a potentially-disowning friend in my life. I'll toast to that. ^^

So here I am, one friend less, one more lesson learned. The next time you any of ladies(With any bad luck gentlemen too ;D) becomes aware of my affections for thee, please for the love of god, get a restraining order.

"Gd nitex :D"


FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 11:40:00 PM