Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Melancholy. I think that's the word to describe that heart wrenching feeling I'm having right now.She got attached. Again. What more is there to say? Happened before and it sure as hell happened again.
Yah that guy is way better then I am. I know my caliber. NO, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT THE SIZE OF OUR GUNS YOU PERVERT! Lol!
*Hears voices in my head*
She is someone I've liked for quite some time(Try like 2 years? Moron!). I still do(Stupid!). Perhaps we're destined not to be together. Being friends will have to do(WTF! Are you dumb or are you dumb?). Or I can resort to kidnapping her family and force her to marry me(That's my boy!). LMAO!
*Slaps some sense into myself*
Anyway I'm happy she's happy. Not that I'm trying to be noble or shit. All I really want for the people around me is to be happy. Life's too short to sulk it away.
Now with those crappy thoughts out of my system, I'm Jianwei, champion of all that's crappy and lame once more! Watch out gloomy people! Get ready to to LAUGH YOUR HUMOUR-LESS ARSE OFF! Up, up and away! *Falls off the chair*
*Recovers from insanity and composes myself*
Ahem. I seriously need to cut down on my caffine intake. Lol!
Comon fishy. I just wanna be your friend. All you have to do is jump into my mouth.

I'll show those stuck up neighbours of mine. I can get a new BMW too!
FUNKED IT ALL UP ON 10:42:00 PM

